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lon3lygirl — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 05:12:42 +0000

i’m trapped

lon3lygirl — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 13:31:42 +0000

i just get this from one of the site i used to be at.. yeah.. i could tell i was trapped by what i feel for him that’s why constantly, he could use me because he knows the intensity of love i have for him.. yeah, i’ve been so fool and he’s been a user!

and i’m saying goodnight

lon3lygirl — Sat, 04 Apr 2009 15:38:02 +0000

i’m a bit tired.. tired of crying because of what had happened early this evening.. i really cried so hard and i can’t find ways to stop my tears falling down into my eyes.. i really had enough.. i’m unsure with what kyxz do have for me, michael, that selfish jerk, i hate him for being like that and he’s the reason why i cried so hard.. paolo, a super assuming guy who believes that in the end, it was me and him! urgggh! i can’t find the right guy on their persona.. i was trying with kyxz.. but he’s so cold, i can’t feel he’s serious about me so i must play safe! if one day, i’ll be single again.. i should make it right! i should be happy about it not sticking with someone who’s not worth to have me at all. i’ve been single for almost 9months and i feel i’m still single now though i have someone to have but i can’t barely feel the commitment between us, i’m just trying to be nice at all. i love kyxz but if one day he decided to leave i’ll set him free with no hard feelings as joe d mango said, “don’t wave your hands with heavy heart.” see? i’m learning!

i must not focus myself of being hurt someday but how happy i am once i have them in my life.. my statement about kyxz doesnt mean i don’t really love him, of course i love him with all my heart and with all my soul! actually i cry when i miss him, tears may fall when he’s really sweet to me but i don’t want to be like what i’ve been like before. if one day kyxz and i will go in a seperate way, i’ll be glad that once in my life i met someone like him but i must face the fact that there will come a time that even it feels so right and you feel he is destined for me, anytime of the day someone will take him away from me. so i just cherish every single moment i have with him, i stay away from arguments and fights. i let him feel how much i love him and how much i care for him. even i don’t bother to tell him, i understand everything about him, for who he is, the time he has for everyone and even he left only few moment for me, undeniably, i accept everything with all my might. it doesn’t mean i don’t love him, but if this is my way to show him how much i really love him, i might sacrifice but i hope its all worth it for him to realize and to appreciate it.

it is true that i’m really different with who i am now and who i am before when it comes to relationship. i used to be a demanding girlfriend. i demand for everything from time, to things and everything i can demand for. now that i’ve been committed to kyxz who’s 5 years younger, i guess he’ll be soffocated if i demand too much of his time. if in a 24 hr basis, if he could only give 2hrs of his time all through out the day, then start to learn to understand it.

.arguments.

lon3lygirl — Sat, 04 Apr 2009 14:29:52 +0000

lon3lygirl: Bnura n kta sa facebook at sa ym, nakaignore ka na! idelete mo n rn ako kung gusto mo. at lahat ng contacts mo bnubura ko n rn! d naman pla ako pwede magcoment sau, bu2rahin mo lng dn naman, e d burahin n lng kaya kta s list ko! ano ako display, ka2sama lng ng loob! ayoko p nmn ng ganun. wag ka n paramdam, wla ka namang kwenta! nandyan ka lang kapag kylangan mo ko, pero kpag hndi na wla na! d ko kylangan humihingi ng sori! u dserv it! you really deserv it! lame on you! mula ngayon, wla n kong kilalang michael, kc wla n kong maalalang magandang bagay para kilalanin p kta! bye >:P

michael: bintang ka ng bintang.. tanga kba? c edna nagbura nun. eh di xa pagmumurahin mo.. tlagang kakalimutan n kta. sawa n q sa mga icp batang 2lad mo! deymn

lon3lygirl: oh talga? or nangyari lng n ur too matured 4 me? e d gawin mo! palibhasa wla kang inicp kung hndi sarili mo! sana ma2pad mo n ung mga pangarap mo kasama ng edna mo! kung nagseselos xa sakn, dpat lng, coz im really ahead of her! hndi kaya xa ang childish, what you think? kaya ko xang awayin, kung gugustuhin ko, at sana matagal na! wag mong subukan ang abilidad ko michael! d ako natatakot guluhin xa! kaya ko kung gusto ko, kung talgang icp bata ako, sana matagal na! putang ina nya kamo! kaya ko michael, wag mo kong subukan!

michael: tanga ka… d mo lang matanggap na d pwede maging tau.. wag mo nq guluhin.. my heaven ka nga pro anu gnagwa mo sken.. wag mo nq pakelaman. no more communication, tnx

lon3lygirl: ako tanga? tanggap ko n un, matagal na! ikaw lang nmn db ang kusang lumalapit kpag alm mong lumalayo n ko! tatandaan ko tong araw n to! at wag sanang dumating ung araw na pagcchan mo lahat ng gnawa mo sakin!

michael: wla akong gnawang masama sau.. ayoko na nung dadali knnman ng txt or pm sken tpos parang aping api ka.. tma na yoko na.. masaya nq dahl masaya kna! bye

lon3lygirl: wla ba? kapal nmn ng muka mo para icpn n wla kang gnawang masama! maxado ka naman plang malinis! hndi mo alm kung anong bnitawan mo michael! kc naiiba ako sa mga naging gf mo, kung nadala ka sa knila dahil ninais ng pamilya nila n hndi ikaw, ibahn mo ang konsepto mo pagdatng sa pamilya ko, kc kaya ka nilang tanggapin kht wla ka pang ipagmamalaki. hindi kasi kami matapobreng tao, dahl galing din kami sa hirap.. hndi cla naghahanap ng prinsipe para maiangat sa hirap, importante sa knila, ituturing akong prinsesa pagdating sa pagmamahal. at hndi ako para saktan! hndi namin kylangan ng mayaman, kc kung maabilidad at macpag ka naman, kht magcmula ka s wla aangat ka dn. importante lng sa knila na mabait, mapagmahal at responsable. sayang nga lng, nagkamali ka ng tngin samin.. itinulad mo ako sa mga naging gf mo kasama na yang c edna! salamat n lng! naway magtagumpay ka s buhay!

Echoes of our Heart by JOE D MANGO

lon3lygirl — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 04:25:56 +0000

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts.. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been.. silent, mysterious and deeply profound.. When we fall in love with someone, we dont want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesnt, then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin. Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say goodbye. There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever. Let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever. Then we’ll know that it has never left us, for the good that we have become.. because love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy, not because we have lost love, but because, , for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy…

THIS SONG IS FOR HIM :>

lon3lygirl — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 14:46:20 +0000

wherever he might be now or for the next days i’ll be happy seeing him having his dreams come true.. and if he thinks i’ve been broken for 6months becoz of him.. he shouldn’t think that way.. i’m happy just to have him around.. i don’t need too much of his time but when he’s gentle and so kind to me, that’s the best moment i could have in life even he’s not mine… just let this feelings and maybe one day it will be all worth it, it might die and its flame according to his will..

when i see him in my dreams, i wish it wouldn’t last… before i’ve become unconscious at night, i dream of having him besides me.. and when i wake up.. consciously, i was dreaming he’s still be by my side.. it feels great, coz there, no limitation was given to me.. and in that way, i can be happy and it feels like he’s mine.. i wish all of my life spent in dreaming and i wish no mornings to come for me to be able not to missed him.. this doesn’t mean i’m hurt or what, it was like.. my fantasies helps me to become happy and fulfilled again, who doesn’t want that? hugging him so tight, spend almost all your time for each other.. all these can come true when you start dreaming.. so everyday, when i’m away and not in my busy mode, i wish i was in bed.. i wish i’m with my huge pillow, dreaming of him and forgetting of wishing he was with me.. because fantasy helps me to overcome my reality.. that’s really nice.. i got new ways to pamper myself and new technique for me not feel pain.. and now.. if time comes i remember him when i’m not in bed.. is that.. i miss him

basically it is true that the only person who could help you out to solve your problem is yourself.. so i learned how to help myself by picking those things that will enlighten me.. this would not mean of i’m taking the chances of having him again but taking the chances of feeling better.. a unique way to illuminate my positive side so that i would not be like i’m emo again.. this is my way to be optimistic.. this way too, i could comfortably helps myself to react on changes in a positive way.. there is no such as easy thing in life.. it takes time to learn things accordingly.. i might not be as good as others at least i tried it on my own.. in my own simple way i help myself to become better and i believe that in everything God will never let this happen without further reason and purpose for the near future.. it might be unclear now but someday i know the answers will be right in front of me.. so as of now.. just let me to do this.. it will help..

When I Dream About You
There was a time in my life
When I opened my eyes
and there you are.
You were more than a dream,
I could reach out and touch you,
Boy that was long ago.
There are some things that I
guess I’ll never know.
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.

How can I get you to see
That I’m falling apart
Since you’ve been gone.
I can never be sure
I could ever let go
Your love is much too strong,
There are some things that I
guess I’ll never know.
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.

When I dream about you,
That’s when everything’s all right.
You’re in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
bOY you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams,
Cause I still love, loving you.

There are some things that I
guess I’ll never know.
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.

When I dream about you,
That’s when everything’s all right,
You’re in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you
Boy you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams,
Cause I still love, loving you.